Sunday, August 3, 2008

Day 28

I look at my life as a work in progress. Along the way, I hope that I will continue to grow and change in ways that will improve my life as well as those who are close me. I believe I accomplished so much in such a short time with Pegi because I was ready to make a change in my life. I already knew that money fears and many of my roadblocks were in some way related to my Mom.

One would think that an intelligent woman could figure out what changes to make in her life and then just make them. But it doesn't work like that! I doubt that I would ever have fully understood why my paralyzing fear of abandonment played such an important part in my everyday life. I didn't have any idea just how deeply rooted these fears from childhood were and how many different areas of my life they adversely influence!